There are two things I learned while growing up and that is never discussed, politics or religion.  But now I feel I need to make something clear because of what I have been seeing in the news these last several months.

Muslims are getting more upset for the burning of the Quran, a book that is written and printed by man, than acid being thrown on women.  Women are treated like possessions and not allow to do what they want.  Women have to dress and act a certain way where men can do whatever they want.

Reason I bring this up because I am noticing in our country how men and certain women in  politics are trying to control women’s body and decisions they make.  I have always felt that a woman should have the right to make their own decisions and be equal to a man.  Yet we still have this mind set that the man should be in charge and tell the woman what to do, like she does not have the brains to think for themselves.

I know some people feel that medical insurance should not pay for birth control because they assume it will make a woman more sexually active.  Yet is all right for men to get Viagra or Cialis on their medical insurance even if they do not have ED.  I do not get what the difference is yet it is all right for a man to be sexually active and do it with whoever.  Yet a woman who is on birth control, it is assumed that they are going to be more sexually active which there is no hard data to say that just assumptions, just like Rush Limbaugh did.  Rambling on and making assumptions with no facts that will come back to bite you in the ass when you make unnecessary remarks that are degrading.

I am so tired of women being treated like a second class citizen and do not have the right to make their own decisions for their own body.  I am really tired of how they try to get religion part of the political system in this country.  Will we end up like many countries in the Middle East under control by their faith and those decisions are all faith base.  I have always believed that church and state should be separate and decisions based on fact not faith.

Where do we draw the line on someone’s personal and private decisions and how far will the government and those in religion try to rule our lives without us having a say in it.  It is getting to the point that we will have no rights or free will to make our own decisions with our lives and body.

When did it become the governments responsibility to make decisions on our own personal lives as long as we do not break any laws.  Is this the payment we have from our government to interfere in our decisions on what we can do with our bodies.  Is it really any of their business what we do?

Will it end up being a revolution for our rights to make our own decisions without government interference?  Will the right ever agree with the left or vice a versa?  Will there ever be a middle of the road decision with everyone agreeing on what should be done right without bringing in religion or politics?

These are the issues that piss me off and one of the main reasons I got out of the military.  After working for NATO for almost 4 years, I saw first hand how the military was nothing more than an extension for the politicians to use.  The military was more political than a military organization.  I would watch with worry when congress play with the budget and wonder if it will pass in time for us to be paid while defending our country.

I left the Navy because I was tired of being used and wanted to have my individual freedom but now watching what is going on in the world it seems like our individual freedom is slipping away.  The government is trying to make more decisions of what they feel is right for us even though it is wrong by most people standards.

Democracy is a total joke where our country is no longer run by honest politicians but by those who are being paid and deceived by corporations and lobbyists.  They are mostly responsible for the mess we are in.  We need people in office who will actually represent the people and listen to the people and put those needs before anything else.  I believe it will take something very traumatic to wake us up and get back to the basic roots of our democracy before they get the bigger picture.

Capitalism is in total control of our country and politics.  We say we are a democracy yet money is doing all the talking for us.  The so called 1% with large corporations and lobbyists are trying to run our country into the ground.  Why is it we go into other countries to bring down the leadership in the name of democracy yet years back we would fight to stop the spread of communism.  It sounds like we are doing what we were trying to stop back then.  Democracy is just the stepping stone to Capitalism and what is that saying, money is the root of all evil plus you cannot take it with you.

I love our country but I do not like what I see is going on everyday with it.  Racism still around and running rampant more than ever.  The hatred by those who say they are Christians yet do not reflect the love that is God.  Those fighting against the very simple thing called love because two of the same sex should not have that kind of love shared by those of the opposite sex.

Why is it easier for us to hate than love?  Why is it that we have to war instead of having peace?  In our history of mankind, we have always been the aggressors than pacifists.  Past history of religion  should have been about love and understanding but instead most religious wars and settling of other countries has been in the name of religion and not caring about those who live there.  Religion has destroyed more cultures than most wars between countries.  If you do not believe, they will force or kill you since you are a sinner and a non-believer.  Look at all these radicals in Christianity and Muslims.  They take the word of God to another level that it was never meant to be and by assuming all non-believers will go to hell and not worth their time and love which proves that religion is nothing more than a lie to those non-believers.

They need to come off their high horse and start showing a little love and compassion to all and quit being so hard on those that upset them from different faiths or do not believe.  It is their right not to and God still loves them and knows their heart so it is not your place to judge or punish because what you do may come back to you and it will not be nice.

Racism Is Alive & Well In America

What we have experienced here these last several months has shown that racism still exists and most blacks have known this all the time.  When are the whites in this country going to open their eyes and quit turning their backs on those who are not white.  I keep wondering how long will it take before a major riot breaks out that could turn into something worse so people understand how suppressed they are.  True it is not as bad as it was before the 50s & 60s but it is still not good.  Racism is still alive and sometimes in areas you lest expect. 

Recently the Trayvon Martin killing that is a prime example of what is going on in our country.  Reason this is getting so much press because blacks are tired of things being swept under the rug and no one says anything.  They are making a stand to show America what is going on in their own back yard.  I have know this for years but for me as a person and individual had no power and someone would have made a point of telling me it is not my problem.

No it is not my problem it is OUR problem and we need to open our eyes and quit turning our backs as if nothing is happening.  This is happening everyday and it is never going to stop until we realize they are equal and have always been our equals.  It is our faults that we hold them back from achieving their dreams and goals in life.

These last weeks has been unbelievable with the movie, The Hunger Games, coming out and the news about certain people on Tweeter.  I have not read the books nor seen the movie but from what I read that some teenagers and young adults have complained about certain characters in the movie not reflecting the characters in the book.  What I mean is their skin color is not what it should be EVEN THOUGH in the book it mention that their skin color is brown and the the characters in the movie was played by blacks.

Now that tells me right there that these people who said they read the book did not really READ the book more like scan the book.  How can someone claim that they read it when it said it right there skin color and how dare they complain and make mean and racist comments about those characters in the movie.  Those Tweeter accounts were removed by those who owned them due to all the hate tweets they got from people.  I wonder how it felt for them to feel what certain people see, feel and hear everyday of their lives.  It shows that our young are still being impressed with those thoughts and feelings by adults and now with a new way to express those feelings on the social medias.

I have a feeling this is all going to get a whole lot worse before it gets better and I hope when the hammer falls, I am not around to see it happen.

This date is important for a couple who had taken their love and marriage to the highest court in the land.  Richard and Mildred Loving, a married interracial couple battling Virginia’s anti-miscegenation laws took there case all the way to the Supreme Court.  The court’s ruling on Valentine’s Day 1967 codified the right of men and women to simply love whom they choose.

http://life.time.com/history/love-supreme-an-interracial-romance-triumphs-in-1960s-virginia/#1

There are people who think this kind of love and marriage is wrong based solely on the color of one’s skin and should not be allowed, STILL!  There are people who try to justify this with their ignorant knowledge based solely on prejudice and hate.  Will we has human beings ever get past the color of skin, someone’s religion, their culture or sexual preference?  I will never understand this and I try not to think about but when I read something in the news or see something on television or my computer it is pretty hard to ignore.

We make movies full of violence and hate, the recording industry is letting those types of songs come out and computer games are no better.  The news shows on television that we are getting to the point that some people are getting immune to all the violence and hate they see everyday. We see children who should be growing up and enjoying life but using violence against classmates or family members.  They are getting desensitized by what they see and/or hear all around them.

I remember watching movies in my past showing what the future of the world would be like and lot of it seems to be coming true when they talked about humanity will turn against each other.  When I was growing up they showed the way the future would be even Walt Disney in his Carousel of Progress.  But reality is here and nothing we thought would happen did.  I wonder if any of it will ever take place since I am talking about technology and how slow it takes to get anything done all because of money.

I am trying to understand our society and humanity in general but there is such a wide difference in people’s perspective there is rarely any unity in anything in general.  Everyone is looking out for themselves and do not care about what the other person is going through or doing.  We put up blinders so we do not see or hear all the misery and suffering someone is going through.  Yet when we see it or read it in the news we feel sorrow for them even though someone else is going through the same thing close to you either family, friend or neighbor.  We do not care if it is someplace else but not in your backyard because you do not want to deal with it.

I could give you numerous comparisons all through history how many turn their back to what was happening but realize too late to do anything to prevent it.  Other comparisons was something was happening, knew about it and did nothing to stop until they realized the magnitude of the problem and stop it but at the expense of others.

I hope and pray one day in the future that the hate, violence, bigotry, prejudice of one’s skin color, religion, culture or sexual preference would disappear forever.  I know deep down inside it will never happen because everyone is different and thinks only their way and will always disagree.  I hope that one day we wake up as a human race being at peace with each other before it is too late.

Today people do not see what a person is like on the inside which to me is more important than what is on the outside.  I try hard to live by a code that I made for myself awhile back and that is treat everyone the way I want to be treated.  Once I get to know someone then I can make the decision of whether I want to be friends or not.  Sometimes it takes time about a year or more that if I want them as a friend in my life.  Very rare it takes less time and others longer because they hide things from you and when they let their guard down you will see who they truly are.

The Lovings in 1958 had to go to Washington, DC to get married because it was against the law in their state they called home, Virginia.  Their case had to go all the way to Supreme court to make their marriage legal in their home state.  They had grown up knowing each other for awhile and that made it normal to them to get married.  They did not see color of skin but only the feelings and emotions of love they had for each other.  That is all that should matter and what others think or looks they give should be ignored and live your life the way you want too without wondering what others think.  Love is more powerful than what others think and just be happy with each other and enjoy life together.

I want to talk about one of my three housemates that lives in the house where I am renting a room.  Let me give you a little background detail about this particular person so you can understand more about this loser.

When IT told me we were separating, I literally lost it because I had no friends thanks to IT sending the few friends I had emails not to write me.  I offended my family by leaving my first wife for IT so they were not talking to me.  I had to move out of the apartment since I could not afford it by myself.

I rented a room in the same city that IT was and to this day I have no idea why she wanted me close since she already had someone in her life.  Since I had no friends or family to talk to since the only ones I had were ITs.  I made friends with one of the housemates and something about him bothered me but was not sure why.  He was always willing to help me with the car or my motorcycle but always kept harping on me about getting things taken care like I had all the money in the world.  When I was getting dates he was jealous of me and could not understand why no one wanted to be with him.  He also wanted to know how my dates were and if I got lucky.  I would just smile and walk away.

Now let’s discuss the living arrangements here.  I and two others live inside the house in the 3 bedrooms.  I share a bathroom with one housemate and the fourth housemate lives in an attached room in the back.  I have nickname him CULO which means asshole in Italian.  The 3 bedrooms have a hallway and to get to the kitchen we have to walk through the living room to get to the kitchen.  The living room has curtains that cover a large window that has a view outside to the street.  The attached room is in back and there is a side door from the kitchen to the back.  All CULO has to do is just walk out of his room to the side door and he is in the kitchen never having to go through the living room.  He also told everyone never lock the side door since he is too lazy to use his keys.

CULO wants to be in charge plus he has anger and control issues.  He gets angry very quickly and most of the time it is over something insignificant and stupid, like him.  So why am I writing this about CULO because I want to share with everyone on how childish and immature he is and how his anger affects him and his thought process.  He is losing total control of himself over stupid curtains being closed by me at night.

He asked me after several months of being here what I thought of about opening the curtains and I had no problems with it.  Now I understand why he wanted me as a friend because no one really wanted to deal with him and I was so desperate for a friend around here I let my guard down.  Little over a year either he or I would open the curtains but he rarely closed them so I did.  I decided after awhile I got tired of him trying not to only control my life but of everyone here by his opening the curtains and leaving them opened.

I know what I did next was sort of childish but sometimes you have to act like one to get a point across.  I decided one day just to close the curtains after he opened them and left.  I was trying to get a point across that he opens but never closes.  He did not see it that way and I think he saw it as a challenge to him and his authority he think he has here but in reality is none.  He then started to open them at night and I would close them.  Then I decided to lock the side door because he wanted to play games so could I.  He decided the best way to stop it was to remove the curtains from the curtain rod.  He also took the light out in the hall and change locks on the door so it could not be locked.  Now he was acting like he owned them and I ended up calling the landlady who got on his ass informing that it was her stuff not his and put it back.

It was shortly after this that the landlady had a meeting with me, her and CULO.  I decided to wear my blue tooth and called Angie so she could hear what was going on.  CULO could not look me in the eye since he could not control his anger or stop getting mad.  He explained exactly what he wanted and no matter what we said or suggested he refuse to budge.  So we had to give in to the child because he wanted his way.  After that the landlady told me that he was very childish when he does not get his way.  He tried to explain to us why he wanted this way but it only made sense to him and no one else.  It must be nice to live in your own Fantasyland where he thinks he is in charge and thinks what he says is making sense to everyone.

Before this all happen he would always ask for my opinion on things or ask some stupid question that could have several answers or why he could not get women when it seem so easy for me.  I told him I treat them the way I wanted to be treated and gave them the special attention that they want and need and never treat them like they are my personal property to do whatever I want to with them.  CULO is separated from his first and only wife and has 3 teenage children.  I asked why he did not divorce her and his response was not enough money but yet he was able to buy a second used car.  He no longer has that second car, KARMA is a bitch.  Angie and I figured out that he does not want to pay child support or alimony.  Some women will not date a man if he is still legally married so that may be another one of his problems.

Shortly after that meeting he decided to be a jerk and changed the door knob back the way he had it and I called the landlady because talking to him is like talking to a brick wall.  That night he had put the door knob back but left the door open.  I was talking to Angie on the phone and told her the idiot left the door because he acts like a child when it does not go his way.  He must have had his door open and heard me talking and he came out yelling and cursing and calling me immature and childish since I called the landlady up on him instead of talking to him.  I said cannot talk to you because you do not listen and he kept interrupting me while I try to talk so I just laughed and smiled at him which pissed him off more.  Angie heard everything he was saying and she said he sounds so stupid and ignorant.  I said he is and looks it too.  I had enough of his crazy ass talking so I just walked away and he kept going.

I finally figured out why his wife does not want him around because of his anger and he likes to be in control.  No woman is going to put up with it and he is probably responsible for everything that happened.  I also would not let him work on my motorcycle before this happen because my lights and speedometer no longer work since he took them off to check something out.  He always bragged how good of a mechanic he was and now I see only in his head is he that good.

So I did not touch the curtains even though he left them open till 9, 10, 11 or 12 at night and would close them when he got home.  He acted like he owned them and he could do anything he wanted.  So on Veteran’s Day, November 11, 2011, I decided I wanted to close them so I did and later that night there was a knock on my door and CULO was there asking me if I closed the curtains and I said I did since it was dark and we wanted our privacy.  He thinks it is only me but the other housemates have told me they do not like them open either but they do not want to tell him that since they know he has a few screws loose up there.  They cannot believe he does not respect our privacy and that thick skull of his cannot seem to comprehend that we prefer it that way since he does not have to walk through the living room to get to the kitchen just through the side door.  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSidZgUkkKU&context=C3153044ADOEgsToPDskLFXrSik4uXyIYOEept7h-_

This is the video I took of him talking about the closing the curtains.  He tries to some how compare my time in the Navy to closing the curtains.  I have never heard of anything so absurd in all my life.  Angie thinks he is a total nut case and needs some serious professional help.  He went back into the living room to open the curtains and I waited a bit and went back out to close them.  He came back later and could hear all sorts of noise and he had taken the curtains off and put them behind the couch.

That morning I went back out and found the curtains were gone and he went against what the landlady told him not to take the curtains off the rod.  He decided to wash them since they got dirty being on the floor.  He did this the first time and told the landlady he was washing them and it took 3 days to do it!  When I first called the landlady she said he had told her everything was fine here.  I told her that he would say that since he is the one causing all the problems.  CULO kept saying it was only me that wanted the curtains closed but because he wanted to be in control and his anger was out of control no one wanted to talk to him or tell him since he was big & tall but I was not scared of him.

I think that upset him because I had gone out that night after he took the curtains off and he said why do you fear me?  I told him, I do not fear you then he said but that is what you said earlier.  I said I do not trust you and I got about a foot away from him and said do you think I fear you and I walked away with him shaking his head.  Landlady and Angie both came to the same conclusion about CULO that not only is he childish but he is also jealous of me being in a relationship and he is not.  Too bad if he quit acting like a jerk and thinking he can control someone or getting out of control with his anger he MIGHT be able to get someone but I really doubt it.

Last week in January for some reason he started to act like the CULO he is.  I closed the curtains around 5:30 since it was getting dark and I had to go to a job.  I did not get back until 4 in the morning and I saw the curtains were gone.  Not only did he remove the curtain and curtain rod but also the holders for the curtain rod he had screwed out of the wall.  I called the landlady later that day and that night her husband came by and saw it.  They were talking about tinting the windows since he had return the curtains but not the curtain rod nor screwed back for the curtain rod holder.  So what good was it giving back the curtains but nothing to put them up with.  I talk to the landlady’s husband and suggested that we could nail the curtains up at the top and he suggested doing the sides also.  I waited a couple of days waiting for CULO to put the curtain holders back up with the curtain rod.  I then nailed the curtains back up at the top and on the side and thinking CULO would not touch them since I put signs up approved by the landlady and her husband.

Well I was wrong and he tore them down bitching and complaining the whole time.  I heard him before trying to call the landlady but she refuses to even talk to him anymore because she does not believe anything he tells her anymore.  After he tore down the curtains, the first person he calls is his MOTHER!  You can hear him swearing and cussing and calling me all kinds of name and he is trying to tell his mother it is my fault that he tore down the curtains that had signs that it was approved.  He kept mentioning the meeting but he failed to tell his mother he took the curtains down, the curtain rod and the holders for the rod.  In his wee little peanut brain that the meeting that we were force to let him be in charge since he would not compromise made it all right to do that.

His mother was trying to tell him he was wrong in what he did and he kept repeating that we had a meeting.  BIG DEAL, he null and voided the meeting when he destroyed property that did not belong to him.  It was obvious from his loud conversation that he could not grasp what his mother said.  He even called a friend to complain about what I did and said the same thing about the meeting.  I did call the landlady and told her exactly what he did and she asked he had not put the curtains back up.  I said no and she said he told her he did.  I told him that he will lie to you because he does not want to look like the bad guy here.  His mother came over and I went out to see what he did and I pulled out some of the nails.  He had put back the rod holders and the curtain rod so his mother could not see what he really did.

I imagine if she knew half the stuff he did she probably would not be surprise because having to deal with the son like that must be a total burden on her.  CULO only gives one side, his side not both sides but I imagine in his empty head there is only one side.  They had to go out and buy new curtains to replace the ones he destroyed.  I went out once while he was there and he told me, fat boy get back in your room.  That is interesting coming from a LARD ASS like him.  This bald headed one tooth missing clown looks like a total joke and if you have viewed the video you can see that all he needs to do is put clown make up on and should go work for the circus.  Angie and I are amazed that he called and got his mother involved in this.  I let one of the housemates know what happen and he was upset about him taking the curtains down and that he only thought about himself and no one else.  He did all this because he thought I was the only one and I told him about one of the guys didn’t like it and his response, well he never told me.  Well gee I wonder why, they hear him yelling and swearing at me over the curtains does he think they want to deal with his lame ass.

The other housemate is out of the country for a bit but he will be wondering what happen when he sees the new curtains there and I will tell him what happen.  They all think he is childish and has serious control issues.  I told him several times before all this happen that his anger is going to be his down fall since he would get angry over the dumbest things.  I told him about my anger and anger management classes but he always thought he knew more than anyone else.  Now he does not touch the curtains at all after his last incident and knows the landlady will talk to me before she will ever talk to him.

This all started in August 2010 and ended in late January 2011.  He thought he had won the battles but I won the war.  In the end he made himself look like a child and a fool to the other housemates and the owners of this home.  I want everyone to know what I have had to deal with here in a place I like to call home but with him here it is like a war zone.  Now you know why I do not like to leave Angie and come back here.  I am so comfortable up there and have no trouble sleeping at night.  One of the guys here stays in his room a lot and does not like coming out and especially dealing with CULO because talking to him makes you wonder if he is on something.  Well I have gone on long enough and I hope no one ever has to deal with someone like this ever in their lives.

This is an email I got last year on April 16, 2011 from IT.  I decided to share and comment on it because I know almost everything that is written here is a lie or not sincere in any way.  Her telling the truth is very hard for her.  When she is caught in a lie she will tell another lie because that is they way she is and will never change.  She also will break any promise made to you whether it is a marriage vow or anything she deems that does not concern her.  Your life has to revolve around her life, family & friends.  You must give her all the attention and love and none for no one else!

Duane,

Hope this email finds you in good health and happiness. Yeah right I bet she does.  She ruin my health, happiness and trust for anyone for awhile.

Jason and I have an issue that we would like to discuss with you. We have heard that you are telling people about our past situation and calling me inappropriate names. If we could please ask that you refrain from speaking of the events that have happened in the past year and not discuss anything about me with anyone, we would greatly appreciate it. You know what they say, the truth hurts and that is all people will get from me.  I am not going to lie or hide the truth of what really happen and why.  She does not want people to know that she cheated on me with numerous men!  I wish that you could remember some of the good things I had done, *such as help Susan when she was sick and everyone wanted to just leave her in a house to die or when she had no one else to take her to find an apartment for herself and Amanda. She wouldn’t be where she is today, if it wasn’t for me.* I’m not looking for a pat on the back, just for you to remember that I’m not all bad. She says she is not looking for a pat on the back then why say it?  She states she is not bad.  She is worse than bad, she is an evil, a liar and wants to drain the life and happiness out of you!

*This is just pure BS. Susan, my first wife, got really mad and upset by her claim about leaving her in the house to die and finding the apartment.  First off, I was in no shape to help anyone mentally so IT took it upon herself to take Susan to places to look at possible new places to live.  She did nothing else except drive since Susan was the one taking care of her self plus she was living where she could be taken care of and all the paperwork involved.  This is just one of many lies stated here and tells you what I had to put up with. Everything that Susan owned was in storage and IT refuse to let me help pay for it so they could keep it.  They lost everything that they owned since it was auction off.  She does not trust anyone nor want you to have contact with your ex.  Very insecure, self centered, selfish person. 

I understand that you have found someone special and I am so happy for you. She is never happy for anyone especially her exes. She is nice to your face but once you are gone the real truth of how she feels about you comes out.  She will point out all the physical defects and how they behaved and tell secrets she knows about them.   I only wish you all the happiness and find peace with the past. Another lie because all she did was make my life miserable. Her controlling behavior and always wanting things her way got tiresome. I know she wanted me to be miserable and I did something I regret but I learned from the biggest mistake of my life.  I hope that you can look forward in your life, never have to look behind and can move forward with no regrets. I am sure your special someone would appreciate it as well. Angie, my girlfriend, told me that she hates this woman because what she did to me and she hopes she never meets her in person.  Angie is a strong and powerful woman and she would put a major hurt on IT.  Angie regrets that I ever met this woman because how IT not only destroyed my life but try to destroy Susan because she was jealous of her because IT is very possessive, wants total control and trusts no one.

Jason and I have centered our lives around each other, our 4 kids and our grandchild on the way and have moved past all the negative and ugliness of the past. It was very sweet of your daughter to Congratulate us and wished us happiness in our new life together. Actually the truth be known she wants to be the center of attention and everyone else is there to give it to her to feed her ego and help her self esteem and self worth.  She has very low self esteem and needs to be told constantly she is loved and beautiful because she has no inner strength, no self worth or confidence to believe in herself.  IT move past all the negative and ugliness because she was the one that created it all by her actions and the lies she spread.  The only reason my daughter congratulated her because I raised her right to be nice no matter how much you dislike someone. My daughter is extremely happy that she is no longer living with IT or involved in any way, shape or form because she use my daughter as her personal in home child care and babysitter.  I am so glad to be away from all that since IT’s whole family is not playing with a full deck.

I am not trying to cause you any problems or an argument. I just want us to find a way to stay positive, look forward to all that life has out there and that there isn’t any animosity.  IT caused a problem by just sending me this email.  To bad, when people ask me what happen, I will tell them the truth so they know exactly what kind of person I ended up with and why it happen.  I am not going to lie to anyone anymore because of what happen to me with her.  I have found that the truth is easier to say than a lie which when caught, it causes more lies.

Sincerely,

Julie

FYI when the divorce was final IT unfriended my daughter on Facebook. I had unfriended her and anyone related or close to IT many months before.  My daughter told me that a month ago IT tried to friend her but she said no way is that going to happen.  She also decided to unfriend a friend of IT and several relatives of IT.  This way IT will no longer get any type of info about my daughter or me.  We are trying to figure out why she would do this unless she is bored with someone!

The only reason I published this email is to let you know IT seems to want to know what is going on in our lives but we will never let IT know since she cannot keep secrets and loves to spread gossip!!! Plus never ever tell her any fantasy of yours like it was real because she will spread it as the truth and of course everyone believes everything she says.  I think that tells you about the kind of people who are her friends.  She continued to lie to me more after we separated because I knew the truth and she did not know it.

Here is some things you should know about IT.  Her first husband she only knew 6 weeks before she married him.  Her third husband who she met online, she only knew him little over a month when he moved in with her.  She gave him an ultimatum either serve his wife with divorce papers or it was over.  Her first husband kept threatening to kill himself and she told him to go ahead and do it.  She knew better than to say that to me because if I say I am going to do something, I will do it.  In less than a year she is already married to her third husband.  I am in no hurry to get married again and I am going to take my time.  IT caused me to be cautious and it has taken me awhile to trust someone.  IT used me like she uses all the men in her life because she wants and thinks she deserves all the attention.  I quit giving her that and she decided to cheat on me. 

I have made a promise to myself that I would never go with a woman that had multiple partners and/or could not remember how many.  I will never ever cheat on anyone ever again because the hurt & pain it causes to someone when they find out.  I will never be with anyone who thinks dressing slutty in public is sexy or who thinks that just sex is making love.  Have to know what love is to do it.  Always trust my gut and do not ignore it especially when someone is way too friendly, smiles a lot and then talks negatively about everyone even though they were nice and kind to their face.  Never trust someone who loves to smile too much and laugh a lot but nothing funny has been said or was not really that funny.  These are all the signs of someone who has a lot of issues and should be avoided at all cost.

I am not worried about my life anymore but IT should be because KARMA is going to kick her hard in the ass when she least expects it.  IT will be hurting because it will be either her or someone close to her that will suffer.  That is the way KARMA is because the more things you do, the worse the suffering will be.

This is my housemate and had to show you how ignorant this person is!!!

Latest picture of my Baby Girl.  I love this pic of her!

Been thinking about places that I will ignore or not got to again plus others I will not go to for awhile.  Places & food I will ignore nor go to will be anything doing with Japanese & Filipino food.  I have had my fill of it to last me a life time.  Fast food places I will not go to are Sonics, Taco Bell, McDonalds, Subway, Original Tommy’s, In N Out, Chick-fil-A, L&L Hawaiian Barbeque, Wendy’s, Juan Pollo, Yoshinoya, Daphne’s, Starbucks, Jamba Juice plus a few I might go to occasionally but not like I use too. I may go to some of the mention but not in this area only out of this area.  Denny’s & IHOP are definitely at the top of my list of no way will I ever eat there again in my life.

Applebee’s, Chili’s, Red Lobster, Hometown Buffet or any buffet plus several others that I cannot think of right now.  I have several reasons for not eating there but the sodium & fats in their food is more than a daily serving of what I need.

I will not go back to San Diego Zoo Wild Animal Park, Sea World, or Los Angeles Zoo since I have had my fill of them for good. Universal Studio and Disneyland I will not be going back to for a very long time.  Especially Disneyland since I got burned out on it by being an Annual Passholder plus I have many other reasons too.  I hope and pray that I never have to go to the Inland Empire ever except maybe to drive through it on Interstate 15.  I have no reason or desire to go there since that is where my worst nightmare began.

I am writing this down so it is a reminder to me that I do not have any need to go to them plus I can look at this once in awhile to remind me of what I wrote.  Again I have my reasons for many of these places plus I never really enjoyed going to them after awhile.  I forced myself to like Japanese & Filipino food but that is over with, no need to eat it anymore, thank you Jesus.

How many of you out there know that I am an ordained minister through Universal Life Church.  I can do marriages, baptisms, renewal of marriage, affirmation of love and funerals.  I have a website for my church and also a blog.  I do have my Credentials of Ministry and a honorary Doctor of Divinity degree.  Bet you did not know that?

Angie & I at the Sleep Train Amphitheatre in Wheatland, CA attending the Night Ranger, Foreigner & Journey concert on Friday, October 14, 2011.